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Monica.
Sophomore.
Wisconsin.
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July 28, 2014 1:24 pm
This is by far the most difficult post I’ve ever had to write. But, i cant believe this. Its so surreal to me. Someone who was like another father to me, who told me i was beautiful after saying i was ugly, someone who treated me like his own daughter, who would sing iggy songs in the car with us, and who is most importantly my bestfriends dad. Someone who might be leaving us way too soon all because of something that shouldn’t have happened. Maybe if i would have slept over that night we could have found you before you crashed. Maybe just maybe. Im so sorry Ashlee. Im sorry. Your dad is gonna pull through this. You went out looking for him at 1230 and 12 minutes later he crashed. Craziest part is that my sister pulled up and saw her dad on the ground. Im so sorry ashlee. I know if you lose him..im gonna lose you. If i lose my bestfriend then this world is losing me. And i cant believe this. Its weird. We were all supposed to go to church yesterday..we just had a bonfire the other night. This is so crazy. And God better do something soon. Because if hes gin you’re gone and if you’re gone im gone.

This is by far the most difficult post I’ve ever had to write. But, i cant believe this. Its so surreal to me. Someone who was like another father to me, who told me i was beautiful after saying i was ugly, someone who treated me like his own daughter, who would sing iggy songs in the car with us, and who is most importantly my bestfriends dad. Someone who might be leaving us way too soon all because of something that shouldn’t have happened. Maybe if i would have slept over that night we could have found you before you crashed. Maybe just maybe. Im so sorry Ashlee. Im sorry. Your dad is gonna pull through this. You went out looking for him at 1230 and 12 minutes later he crashed. Craziest part is that my sister pulled up and saw her dad on the ground. Im so sorry ashlee. I know if you lose him..im gonna lose you. If i lose my bestfriend then this world is losing me. And i cant believe this. Its weird. We were all supposed to go to church yesterday..we just had a bonfire the other night. This is so crazy. And God better do something soon. Because if hes gin you’re gone and if you’re gone im gone.

1:18 pm
pizzapriince:

following back everyone until i find a tumblr gf♡

pizzapriince:

following back everyone until i find a tumblr gf♡

(Source: , via breakinq)

July 25, 2014 12:03 am 12:03 am 12:02 am
tired-and-uninspireddddd:

It’s ridiculous how people are actually like this.

tired-and-uninspireddddd:

It’s ridiculous how people are actually like this.

12:02 am
sicklysatisfied:

☆ Are You Satisfied? ☆

sicklysatisfied:

☆ Are You Satisfied? ☆

12:01 am
penguin-warrior:

Follow me ; I follow back

penguin-warrior:

Follow me ; I follow back

12:01 am
"No one expects of the girl with
a broken leg to run a marathon
and no one expects of the boy
who can’t speak to sing a song
and yet you expect of me to get
straight A’s and words of praise
from all my teachers when I can
barely bring myself to get up in
the mornings? I can’t focus on
anything and even simple tasks
seem pretty much impossible and
when you’re yelling at me again
because my room is a mess just
like I am or when you complain
about all the stress that you’re under
I don’t think you understand that
it’s all too much for me too and
I’m not just being lazy or ungrateful.
I want to be enough for you, trust
me but depression drains me and anxiety keeps me from sleeping
and I find myself hating what I
see in the mirror. I’m not entirely
sure I can do this anymore,
but I swear I’m really trying."

m.l.b, things I’d like to tell my parents (via traced-veins)
July 24, 2014 11:57 pm 11:57 pm
tired-and-uninspireddddd:

Please try to understand people.

tired-and-uninspireddddd:

Please try to understand people.

11:56 pm 11:56 pm
"I have this hope that maybe I could find my escape by cutting open my skin, and bleeding out this sadness within."

i.c. // dead end escape (via delicatepoetry)
11:56 pm
11:55 pm
sicklysatisfied:

☆ Are You Satisfied? ☆

sicklysatisfied:

☆ Are You Satisfied? ☆

11:55 pm