I remember one night CRYSTAL CLEAR I was talking to my friend “Travis” and I wanted to kill myself. I wanted to end it all, freshman year was the worst for me. I hated it. I hated myself..but then I thought to myself “Cant end it when my little niece will be questioning where I am.” And to be honest. This little girl is the reason im here. She really is. And at times im so thankful but other times I just want to end it all.