This is by far the most difficult post I’ve ever had to write. But, i cant believe this. Its so surreal to me. Someone who was like another father to me, who told me i was beautiful after saying i was ugly, someone who treated me like his own daughter, who would sing iggy songs in the car with us, and who is most importantly my bestfriends dad. Someone who might be leaving us way too soon all because of something that shouldn’t have happened. Maybe if i would have slept over that night we could have found you before you crashed. Maybe just maybe. Im so sorry Ashlee. Im sorry. Your dad is gonna pull through this. You went out looking for him at 1230 and 12 minutes later he crashed. Craziest part is that my sister pulled up and saw her dad on the ground. Im so sorry ashlee. I know if you lose him..im gonna lose you. If i lose my bestfriend then this world is losing me. And i cant believe this. Its weird. We were all supposed to go to church yesterday..we just had a bonfire the other night. This is so crazy. And God better do something soon. Because if hes gin you’re gone and if you’re gone im gone.